faith

your faith put me to shame. I am supposed to know better
who am i questionng
who am i doubting
why am i scared?
why must i be worried


because i don't have faith
i dnt believe that when Allah has plan something for you, it is the bestest of plans
because i cant see wats ahead of me and i am scared, but i forgot to rely on Allah


my faith is thinning and right now i should be more worried about this than not getting a job
this break could serve a good deal to me. i could uimprove myself and do more amal.
do more deeds, strengthen my faith


i am misleading myself to jobs rather than faith


i need help
i need guidance


Ya Allah, show me the way
lead me and don't leave me alone.