What I love
At this very moment I can't describe how I am feeling
Why does this bother me? It bothers me because I want to get rid of it.
Is it uneasy sort of feelings? I don't really know.
I am at the moment waiting to get my laptop so that I can start doing my work. In the mean time, I try to get busy, add on to my reading list. I finished a book in a week. That's great, because I think I have overcome my own weakness-not being able to commit to what I'm reading. I need to choose the next book wisely, don't wana be losing the momentum.
Next, I know damn sure I want to see the world. I want to do it because I want to escape, I want to see something new, something that is foreign to me, something I can enjoy as a mini escape from reality, from my life. I hope from that adventure, I know myself better, I know my deen better, I see more of God more, more of the love, more of the greatness.
I decided to write a blog post a few minutes ago to type in something else-I have forgotten what it was.
Maybe it was about my random thoughts of wanting to do something important and useful and be helpful working here. I want people to remember me. err.. why do I want that?
10 seconds of staring outside the window has got me decided that I don't want that. I just want to give my very best and hopefully that will help other people. I hope my deeds, my work, is beneficial for people around me.
I guess it is indeed true; the best motivation is when you do something not for yourself, but for people around ou/people who matters to you.
Bismillah hirrahman nirrahim to this new job, new journey.
Why does this bother me? It bothers me because I want to get rid of it.
Is it uneasy sort of feelings? I don't really know.
I am at the moment waiting to get my laptop so that I can start doing my work. In the mean time, I try to get busy, add on to my reading list. I finished a book in a week. That's great, because I think I have overcome my own weakness-not being able to commit to what I'm reading. I need to choose the next book wisely, don't wana be losing the momentum.
Next, I know damn sure I want to see the world. I want to do it because I want to escape, I want to see something new, something that is foreign to me, something I can enjoy as a mini escape from reality, from my life. I hope from that adventure, I know myself better, I know my deen better, I see more of God more, more of the love, more of the greatness.
I decided to write a blog post a few minutes ago to type in something else-I have forgotten what it was.
Maybe it was about my random thoughts of wanting to do something important and useful and be helpful working here. I want people to remember me. err.. why do I want that?
10 seconds of staring outside the window has got me decided that I don't want that. I just want to give my very best and hopefully that will help other people. I hope my deeds, my work, is beneficial for people around me.
I guess it is indeed true; the best motivation is when you do something not for yourself, but for people around ou/people who matters to you.
Bismillah hirrahman nirrahim to this new job, new journey.
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